Sometimes,there are things that one vowed not to do,but eventually end up doing anyway, out of either necessity or love.
I personally choose love as the driving force of all the sacrifices and crazy-stupid things I do.
In the midst of regrets and other unimaginable horrors, there’s a small hope that things may get better and one would be given another clean slate.
Clean slates are rare, but life does get better. It always does.